Right here waiting...

"Wherever you go, Whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you"

I can't believe I just quoted Richard Marx.

How to mend a broken heart by Nelson T. Dy

Well... I was personally disappointed with the author's heartbreak story. it wasn't that of what I expected. Why did he let himself go through such agony when the girl who broke his heart wasn't even his? duh. anyhow, the Bible lessons contained in his book were a consolation.


Here are some notes taken from the book “How to mend a broken heart”

~Grieving is a process. You don’t expect a bone fracture to heal over night. But just as one extreme is self-denial, the other extreme is clinging to the pain coz we can’t imagine a life without it.

~God specializes in turning our pain for something good. We just have to wait patiently as He unfolds the goodness.

~Are you disappointed? Lonely? Frustrated? Be confident that God will lift you up in due time.

~Psalms 30:5 ” Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.”

~A key in overcoming bitterness:

While you may be hurting, train yourself to look from God’s perspective. he doesn’t inflict heartache whimsically.

Sometimes, you are alone on the way of your life.

today.. I'm feeling much better..
I smiled more..
which is a good thing..
I still think of him but not that much today..
maybe because I've already accepted the fact that
he's with someone else...
uhmm...
I'm still happy with my life even if there's a big hole in my heart..

I wish my mind had an off button. It'd be nice to just not think about things for a while.

- Kristina
5/15/2010

Moving on...

Multiple misunderstandings, miscommunications, a lot of unreliability, nothing to lean on, a lil bit of frustration, tons of irritation, too many false promises and a blurry future.

I know this sadness will pass. I apologize if it offends you, but I cannot pretend that I do not feel this way.

Happiness will come again. :(

Get back together...

It's funny as I sit here writing this out I can't help but have a smile on my face just thinking about him you know? Where do I even begin to describe him.. he's got it all a personality that's so down to earth. Well we broke up not to long ago and you know it's funny because as much as you can try convincing yourself you'll get over a person you really can do it! but honestly who wants to do that ! right ?!!! lol yeah that's what I thought! We had been apart for 5 months now because I went back to Philippines and decided to stay. But before that, he was living in the same country as I do (London), for almost 3 years, and we had been together for a year until the break up a few weeks ago. I know I had been mean and not supportive because I was very stupidly assumed that he’d always love me.. I’ve learned that no relationship is guaranteed. Anyways, I talk to him still and I'm not shy to tell him how I feel about him , I can do that in an instant! Recently I've been finding these few days I've been thinking about him lots, I really want to get back with him.
Anyways there's always the fact he might fall for another girl even if he doesn't intentionally mean too, hopefully even if it's not me as long as he's happy.. I'll be happy..

I feel like giving up on us...

Please tell me whether I should give up on this relationship. What should I do?
He can be nice to me at times but also gives me lots of problems too. I'm really tired.
Lately I have been getting extremely irritated by him. He is very controlling. :(
AAARGH!!!!