Get back together...

It's funny as I sit here writing this out I can't help but have a smile on my face just thinking about him you know? Where do I even begin to describe him.. he's got it all a personality that's so down to earth. Well we broke up not to long ago and you know it's funny because as much as you can try convincing yourself you'll get over a person you really can do it! but honestly who wants to do that ! right ?!!! lol yeah that's what I thought! We had been apart for 5 months now because I went back to Philippines and decided to stay. But before that, he was living in the same country as I do (London), for almost 3 years, and we had been together for a year until the break up a few weeks ago. I know I had been mean and not supportive because I was very stupidly assumed that he’d always love me.. I’ve learned that no relationship is guaranteed. Anyways, I talk to him still and I'm not shy to tell him how I feel about him , I can do that in an instant! Recently I've been finding these few days I've been thinking about him lots, I really want to get back with him.
Anyways there's always the fact he might fall for another girl even if he doesn't intentionally mean too, hopefully even if it's not me as long as he's happy.. I'll be happy..

I feel like giving up on us...

Please tell me whether I should give up on this relationship. What should I do?
He can be nice to me at times but also gives me lots of problems too. I'm really tired.
Lately I have been getting extremely irritated by him. He is very controlling. :(
AAARGH!!!!

WACOM BAMBOO FUN

Look what came in the mail for me today? My very own Wacom Bamboo Fun. A white one to match my laptop and my phone.


Just look at it? Doesn't it look pretty?

I took it for a test run tonight and am absolutely smitten. When I took it out of the box, I was surprised by the lightweight and thinness of the tablet.

It comes complete with a tutorial that runs you quickly through the basics. "Ink", the program that comes with the tablet is simple and impressive in its handwriting recognition. Maybe I'll start using the tablet to replace my keyboard to help improve my handwriting. (My handwriting is shocking!)

The best thing of all is the ease of start up and set up. No complicated installations. Just plug the tablet in via USB connection and you are on your way! In fact, when I plugged the tablet in, the pen and the mouse were both already reactive. Look what I sketched up within a few minutes of taking the tablet out of the box. The "real"ness of the active surface of the tablet adds to your natural pen stroke experience. I really like the control and pressure sensitivity.

Guess who will be spending a lot of time drawing away on the computer?

Life list

Glorify God and enjoy him forever.
Meet someone special.
Get married and have kids.
Learn Spanish.
Keep calm and carry on.
Read every book I own.
Stop the addiction to sugar.
Tell more people about Jesus.

Once a month write a message to someone I know
telling them why I think they are so wonderful
and incredible.

Be kissed at the top of the Eiffel Tower.
Read the entire Bible.
Explore the city where I live.
Walk 3 times a week.
Early to bed, Early to rise.
Be a better friend.
Read more books .
Learn to play the piano.
Start my own business.
Learn how to irish step dance.
Get organized.
Make friends.
Surround myself with people who care about me.
Spend more time with people I care about .
Stop being shy.
Own a bookstore.
Smile more .
Eat Healthily.
List all things I did well today!.
Get through college.
"loose" the weight - Go away, extra pounds! Run! Be free! .
Drink more water.
Take better care of myself.
Do something new every month .
Take 50 pictures of things that make me smile!
Share things that make me SMILE :-)
learn to understand my feelings of jealousy.
feel the need to wear makeup less often.
see the world.
write and receive love letters.
sleep under the stars.
learn how to ice skate.

Don't doubt in the dark what God has shown you in the light

No matter how hard you try, in a room that's completely dark, you'll never be able to see anything. Even if you know for sure that something is in the room, it's impossible to see it if the room is totally dark. You know it's there, but you just can't see it. That's what faith is like. You may be absolutely confident that God loves you; however, during the difficult and dark times in life, you may not be able to see that love.
Hebrews 11:1 defines faith as being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Even when you don't see God's love for you, you can still have faith that he loves you -- that is, you can be certain that he loves you, even though you don't see it.

During those "dark times" in your spiritual life, you may not be able to see God's love, his faithfulness, his grace, or his promises to you; however, don't lose your faith. Be certain of what [you] do not see.

One day, your faith will be sight.

Wisdom is to do now what you will be satisfied with later.

Wisdom is to do now what you will be satisfied with later. From a practical standpoint, wisdom is to do now what you will be satisfied with later. This means that if you know doing something will be very beneficial later, then you do it now even if you don't want to. The opposite is also true: a person who lacks wisdom will base his or her actions on what feels good right now instead of looking at the long-term picture. For example, say you want to eat a snack, but you aren't hungry. You might say to yourself, "Well I know I shouldn't eat this, but ... ." And then you decide to keep eating even though you are full. Your actions followed your feelings instead of wisdom, and it's a decision that may lead to results you're not happy with later. Clearly, wisdom requires using self-control to choose to do what is better. A wise person looks at the end results instead of focusing only on his or her immediate circumstances. In short, wisdom is to do now what you will be satisfied with later.